Friday, April 29, 2016

maniac magee is running to stand still

One of my favorite books that I will never write a full blog about is U2 by U2. This book is almost exactly what the title makes it sound like (*).  Although I highly recommend it, I suspect that being a significant U2 fan is likely a prerequisite for reading it.
*Except that it is written by Neil McCormick , who is not a part of U2, but the book is kind of like an oral history, too, so I guess U2 wrote it, so maybe the title is true on average.
I enjoyed any section exploring what specific songs were intended to mean.  The reason is simple- I like finding out when my initial interpretation of a song's lyrics are correct (or at least in line with the songwriter's intent).

Unsurprisingly, the difficulty of interpreting the meaning of U2 songs range from crystal clear to basically impossible (which I assume is true for most bands (1)).  An example of a very clear one is 'All I Want Is You' (a love song) while a song such as 'Walk On' is almost impossible to figure out from just listening and spawns many different, often personalized interpretations from their fans (2).

Occasionally, what the songs are written about evolves over time and both the original intent and the new meaning can exist simultaneously. I think 'Running To Stand Still' is a good example of this.

Originally released on The Joshua Tree in 1987, this song is about a heroine addicted Dublin couple.  And it still is. But it is also true that in the liner notes for the 20th anniversary edition of the album, writer Bill Flanagan stated, "'Running to Stand Still' is for anyone who feels trapped in an impossible circumstance by overwhelming responsibility."

That last line made me think about Maniac Magee, the title character of Jerry Spinelli's Newbery Award winning novel, and the concept of meaning evolving over time fits nicely into how I have interpreted this book over many rereadings since my first introduction to it in sixth grade (3, 4).

The thing that catches my attention every time I read these 150 pages is the wisdom available to 'middle' readers through the sheer volume of symbols.  This is not necessarily surprising, since I recall identification and analysis of symbols as a standard feature of many middle school reading assignments (what were the symbols, what did they mean, etc).  

A lot of the symbolism is like 'All I Want Is You', very clear and simple to anyone on the first pass.  But I also suspect some of this is hard to catch at the age most readers wade into these pages and perhaps some of this is not really there at all- in the same way I used come up with my own understanding of 'Walk On', I suppose it is possible that some of the symbolic elements I find in Maniac Magee have more to do with me than they do with the author's intent.

It brings me to a question about symbolism that my school age assignments never covered- what is the author's intent behind the symbolism included in the work?  Can a reader's relationship to symbolism change over time, allowing multiple interpretations to hold up, or can readers only be mistaken until someone wiser comes along to set them straight?

Flanagan's quote suggests support for the former and I suspect his line about 'Running To Stand Still' resonated with me because it describes Maniac Magee almost perfectly- he is a character weighed down by a simultaneous feeling of obligation to help those he can reach while also looking for a way out of his present set of circumstances. 

This idea is introduced from the start when a recently orphaned Maniac is sent to live with his dysfunctional aunt and uncle.  In a home described as 'the house of two toasters', his guardians prop up a failing marriage by owning two of every conceivable household item.  

Maniac tolerates this for eight years before his guardians' fear of challenging their anti-divorce beliefs breaks him.  Screaming "Talk!  Why don't you talk!" at his aunt and uncle before running away from home, Maniac flashes his sense of duty to bring hopelessly broken pieces together while perhaps attempting to improve his own circumstances.

Failing, he begins a period of homelessness that takes him to the town of Two Mills.  His period in Two Mills is marked, countless times, by his completion of tasks or challenges that townsfolk see as 'legendary' but Maniac perhaps does only out of obligation.

Maniac stands up to bullies, such as one named John McNab, and helps two little kids in their own unmanageable living environment fight back the urge to run away from home (John's brothers, coincidentally).  Maniac rescues kids trapped in forbidden backyards and never turns down a toddler who asks him to untie a sneaker knot.

The latter leads to his challenge of Cobble's Knot.  This knot is owned by a corner store on Hector Street- and Hector Street just happens to divide the town into its racially-segregated halves (the West End is all-white, the East End is all-black).  

The knot is the cleanest symbol of racism in the book.  It is considered unsolvable in town, thanks to decades of tiny, accumulating actions that have made the knot more hard ball than tangled string.  At the time Maniac arrives, it seems only a supreme individual effort can undo it. The store owner has reflected the unlikelihood of this by offering a prize of one free large pizza per week for a year to anyone who succeeds. Maniac, who is allergic to pizza, does the 'unthinkable' and unties the knot.  

In addition to further reinforcing the symbolism of the knot by bringing onlookers from both sides of the dividing line together to witness this event, the challenge also makes a comment about the difference in motivation and obligation.   It suggests that those driven by the possibility of reward might not nearly have the same capability as those driven internally to do what might be considered the 'right' thing.

But what drives Maniac to do these 'right' things?  Running is one possibility, an activity that Maniac seems to do all the time, and this idea is encouraged by the publishers- almost every cover of the book depicts Maniac running.  In fact, Maniac arrives in town running, having just run away from home, and runs alone almost every morning.  

But over time, you see that he encounters problem after problem in the book and handles most of these by running away from them.  No matter how much he runs, Maniac comes back to where he was, making him very similar to those who simply stand still.  Running is a welcome escape for him but, despite everything he sees and everything he knows, he cannot find a way out of his circumstances.

As he grows, Maniac's approach to running evolves, figuratively as well as literally.  One example of the figurative is how he initially arrives in town as a runaway but eventually spends a lot of time trying to prevent those two young kids, Russell and Piper McNab, from running away themselves

An example of the literal is how he initially runs away from Mars Bar Thompson (an East Ender of the same age as Maniac) but, by the end, they run together each morning.  As Maniac's approach to running matures, his preparation for making the required self-acknowledgments for transformation are underlined.

The other angle to his encounters with Mars Bar involve books.  Maniac only runs into Mars Bar because of a book he is trying to return to a girl, Amanda Beale, from whom he borrowed it on his first day in Two Mills.  The act of trying to return this book brings him to the East End, and to his encounter with Mars Bar, and starts the long chain of events which eventually bring him to a place he might call home.

But it is a journey and he needs help to find a balance between his sense of obligation and his need to resolve his homelessness.  Amanda, who at one point tells Maniac that 'you can't get a library card without an address', serves as another key figure in forcing Maniac to acknowledge the help he needs to change his circumstances.  Her lending the book to Maniac validates his right to be in town despite his homelessness and suggests that the help he needs lies not in the formal assistance of public programs or foster care but in accepting the kindness from others that he does not yet do naturally.

Books, in fact, appear all over the place in this story.  One purpose books serve is to illustrate the different relationships the characters have to 'home'.  When Mars Bar rips a page out of the book in that first encounter, the obligation to repair it leads Maniac to Amanda's house and to an offer from her parents for him to live there. 

He remains in their care until another act of vandalism, the shredding of Amanda's encyclopedia by someone 'celebrating' Maniac untying Cobble's Knot, forces Maniac to leave and resume his homeless wandering instead of staying and potentially causing more pain.  A book gives him an address, a book takes it away.

His time living with the elderly Grayson is defined by books.  Using the money Grayson gives him, Maniac buys used books from the library. These he uses to teach himself subjects his peers are learning at school.  Not being in school allows him to spend time with Grayson, to build a place they each call home after being starved of such a place for most of their lives.  The safety of this place makes Grayson feel 'at home' enough to finally admit his illiteracy and this admission prompts Maniac to buy books for teaching the old man how to read.

In addition to the foundation books provide for building and providing homes, there are also a examples of characters using books as substitutes for the power to stabilize their own lives which they, as children, lack, and which their own versions of home do not sufficiently provide.

For example, Amanda, who finds her private collection of books constantly under siege from her younger siblings, lugs a suitcase full of her books around town with her at all times.  Maniac, unwilling to attend school due to his homelessness (and unable to get a library card due to his lack of an address), regains some semblance of control over his education by purchasing those used library books referenced above as learning material.

Both characters, finding an element of their home lives over which they have little control impacting their relationship to books, find solutions which allow them to regain a sense of power over their own circumstances and continue to work with their books in a way that is satisfying to them.

There is also a commentary on routines that books illustrate in various ways.  Sometimes, these are explicitly stated, such as when reading in the afternoons is described as 'providing just enough stability' to allow Maniac to handle the chaos that ensues while he is trying to help Russell and Piper sort out their own shambles of a home life.

At other times, the commentary is more subtle.  As described above in a couple of examples, various characters use reading or possession of books to build routine into their lives.  A routine, being stable, often provides an important sense of control during otherwise stressful times, and the actions of these characters bring that idea to life in their own ways.

But routines are also dangerous because reliance on a routine blinds us to what goes on, both within us and in our surroundings.  Grayson's ability to live without fully acknowledging his illiteracy is an example of internal ignorance, the casual acceptance of the east-west division in town an example of blindingly moving within our environment.  In each case, the routine of daily living allows acceptance of corrosive conditions.

Maniac gets books involved to break the cycle of acceptance that traps these characters.  When Grayson finally feels the needed safety to admit his illiteracy, Maniac's old library books serve as primary learning aids.  As his reading ability develops, Grayson finds, at last, the missing pieces of his life coming together, the pieces his routine would always prevent him from finding and uniting.

And needing to return that first book he borrowed from Amanda, Maniac crosses the town's dividing line.  It does not solve anything, this movement from one side of a street to another, but it is notable for its symbolic value.  His own cycle of accepting his homelessness drives him to do the right thing, in a way, because it allows him to fulfill his sense of obligation without fulfilling a 'selfish' need to take care of himself first.  

But it is a cycle that needs breaking and he finds a place to start in that trip over the line. It is not necessarily symbolic that, when he does enter the East End, he meets the book-tearing Mars Bar, but it is notable that this is the very character who finally forces Maniac to rip away from his own routine acceptance of his homelessness by finding him at his outdoor sleeping place and suggesting he come home with him.  

I guess it is not possible to be sure what one idea books stand for in Maniac Magee, which might be what the author intended.  The construction of the story as a legend hints at this, since legends acknowledge a composite of fact and fiction, just like anyone's interpretation.  But if books are written with the intent of being read carefully and considered thoughtfully, then perhaps this is all intended, even if my ideas have nothing to do with what went through the author's mind when he first put pen to paper.

When I really mean when I say that Maniac Magee is my favorite book is that I value greatly this ability to read it, once a year, and continue to mull and interpret it in different ways.  People who love art presumably feel a similar way in that their favorite pieces are those that challenge their ability to relate and to interpret.  They want to find a connection to the artist through understanding the message, by finding some underlying meaning for the work's existence, or perhaps they seek to find some connection to a disappearing place within themselves.

Art sometimes delivers the message and sometimes shines a light on messages whose receipt we have chosen not to acknowledge.  Maniac Magee's lessons on racism are delivered cleanly to me as a reader but perhaps ideas about homelessness being an impossible public problem were left for me to uncover, on my own, fifteen years after my first reading.

Sometimes, art does both, which is what books ultimately do in this story, and this is what many great books do whenever they are read.  They arrive clearly at first and then, some time later, uncover something within us that we need to know, hear, or acknowledge at that specific time.  Or, the message arrives cleanly but must wait over many years for our own evolution until we can finally understand it.

'Running To Stand Still' is not considered U2's best song.  That title might go to 'One', which is a song that some people have played at their weddings.  Bono, upon hearing this, reportedly remarked about these couples "Are they mad? It's about splitting up!"

And I think he's right, because that is what the song is about.  But the couples he talks about are right too because art changes over time and so with those changes do their interpretations.  Or maybe it is the listener, the reader, the observer who changes, and the art works like a good mirror to let us see what those changes mean about us in a way that we could not see using just our own two eyes.


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Thanks as always for reading.  I will post on Tuesday at the usual time.

Have a nice weekend and I will see you then.

Tim

Footnotes!

1. Supersonic tangent...
Songs can be written with no ready interpretation, too, perhaps due to the drug use (ital) by the artist (ital) at the time the song was written.  According to Noel (or according to an article I just found, I suppose) this was the case for Oasis up until 1997.

Here's a fun one- the lyrics leading to a debate (*) by their fans regarding who 'Elsa' is a reference to:
*To the extent that Oasis fans engage in debates about lyrics, I suppose.
I know a girl called Elsa
She's into Alka Seltzer
She sniffs it through a cane on a supersonic train
She made me laugh

Elsa is apparently a dog that was in the recording studio the day the song was written.  To be more specific, Elsa was a rottweiler with a flatulence problem. She belonged to one of the producers.

2. 'Walk On' tangent... 
'Walk On' was written about Aung San Suu Kyi, a Burmese academic and activist, she is never mentioned by name in the lyrics and her twenty years under house arrest for pro-democratic activities never explicitly described.  Therefore, I find the likelihood that anyone can determine the intent of the song from simply listening to be very close to nil.

And it is open to different interpretations, as almost anything is, evidenced by my use of lyrics from this song to link to ideas about 'home' in a post last month.  Other interpretations include it being about heaven, about working through adversity, and so forth.

3. Problem child tangent...
Sixth grade English class was the last time I had serious 'behavior problems'.  Things got so bad that I was formally banned from attending the end of year Holes luncheon, an event where us sixth graders were due to meet with a group from the local senior center to discuss Louis Sachar's book and otherwise exchange pleasantries, share a meal, and enjoy each other's company.  It is kind of strange that my favorite book emerged from the rubble of that year.

Just to summarize- banned from the HOLES LUNCHEON!

4. Pointless annual traditions tangent...
By two weeks ago, I mean on Marathon Monday.  In fact, it is a personal tradition to read this book every year, Marathon Monday being the start date (but not always the end date).

A comprehensive listing of pointless calendar-based personal (aka solo) traditions:

*Marathon Monday- read Maniac Magee (c 2011- present)
*July 4- go for an early morning run along the Freedom Trail (c 2013- present)
*Mid-December- watch the 'Jimmy V' speech (c 2010- present)

I have to admit, I thought the list would be a lot longer when I started it.

Friday, April 22, 2016

'lost in translation'- fourth quarterfinal

Hi all,

The fourth and final quarterfinal of the tournament....as always, please refer to Monday's post if you are not sure about what is going on here.

No post ready for Tuesday so we'll be back next Friday, sometime between 11am and noon EST, where I'll write a bit about my favorite book.

Tim

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*tima / Icelandic (1) verb

Not being ready to spend time or money on a specific thing, despite being able to afford it

*komorebi /Japanese noun

The sunlight that filters through the leaves of trees

Breakdown (2)
What is 'tima' all about?  It implies, by linking spending to 'readiness', that perhaps citizens owe their communities the investment of their time and money.  It defines spending money and committing time as functions of 'affordability', reducing the role of the individual in these decisions.

It is a big word, in some ways (*).  One way to read 'tima' is to see a word that elevates personally considered decisions into ones that deal with matters of a larger group.  From that point of view, 'tima' is a reflection of how interconnected the results of our decision making are, of how our spending and attention decisions rarely take place in isolation.
*Not in terms of length, though.  In terms of length, I believe it is the shortest word in the tournament.
To make these decisions properly, we must consider not just our own needs and tastes but those of others.  We must live with the knowledge that what we choose to do, or not do, represents opportunities gained or lost for someone else.

Perhaps this is a positive light in which to cast the word.  Time and money spent on others is considered by many time and money well spent.  Even if the impact is indirect, the knowledge that your actions make a difference to someone might make us better decision makers.

What drives someone who is described as 'tima'? It points at a contemplative person, perhaps the sort who is careful or cautious about making commitments.   But it might indicate scars, too, or maybe just fresh wounds, from recent experiences where the affordability-readiness balance was not properly considered.

Experience is considered a valuable thing, almost by default.  But I suppose only when we draw from experience do we confirm its lasting value.

I recently read a definition of immaturity which I really liked.  In Consolations, David Whyte writes that immaturity means false choices, those that live only in the past, present, or future, but never all three.  Maturity, he continues, means not compromising.  It requires inhabiting past, present, and future with courage.

The challenge of maturity is to learn from the past, to live in the present, and to consider the future, all at once.  It is a formidable challenge, not one we meet at any particular moment, but one that we approach as a lifelong journey during which our experiences accumulate into wisdom.

'Tima', ultimately, seems to speak to the effort to leave behind the immaturity that holds us back on this journey.  It is the self that once caved into peer pressure on the playground.  It is each time we finally gave in to restrained impulses.  It lingers with us in the form of doubt, constantly questioning the path our uninformed decisions set us on.

Just when we leave it behind, it returns, insisting on trying something different for the hope that something might be better.  The alternatives presented are merely possibilities, those that do not account for who we were, are, or hope to be.  It is an external pressure that is resistible only by understanding all the components of our individuality.

'Komorebi', unlike 'tima', is simple.  There are no implications to read into the word on an individual or societal level.  It does not grapple with difficult questions, such as how to use the present to reconcile our regrets with our hopes.

It only asks for us to witness and acknowledge.

But, these are big requests.

What ultimately separates the two words is in how we feel the calling of each word.  'Tima' comes from around us, creating a sense of urgency that ignores our individuality and focuses instead on how we fit the expectations of others.  'Komorebi' comes from within, imploring that we fully occupy the space we are in to find beauty and meaning in what happens around us.

These are both terrific words.  I think if you have no opinion regarding the idea of sunlight filtering through leaves, you would send 'tima' through to the next round.

I do have an opinion.  I find the sunlight that filters through the tree cover thrilling.  

'Tima' goes home today.

Semifinal- All Japan edition!- 'wabi-sabi' --vs-- 'komorebi'

Footnotes...

1. 'Iceland is really nice' tangent 
During the recent financial crisis, Iceland was among many countries who got caught up in the 'affordability' of cheap loans and easy money without adequately considering their readiness for some of those purchases.  I'm curious how this experience changed the way this word is viewed in that country.

On the other hand, it might not have changed at all.  There is also the possibility that this word is barely relevant to the average Icelandic speaker.

It's not like I knew all the Japanese words in the book, after all.  In fact, prior to reading this book, I knew none.

There is a very good possibility that some of these words are like the 'A' branch of the green line- we conceptually understand the possibility that it used to exist, but we have different ways of getting to the point now (*) and no one I know is in any hurry to bring it back into common usage.
*Watertown, so bus, car, bike...

2. So, another scheduling adjustment...tangent
In round one, I commented that 'komorebi' was involved in my toughest decision when it went up against 'shlimazel'.  In this quarterfinal round, 'komorebi' once again got involved in another difficult deliberation.

In fact, this matchup took a lot longer to sort out than any other quarterfinal.  Things were moving so slowly here that I re-arranged the entire quarterfinal schedule to maximize the amount of time I had to sort this pairing out.

I suppose this suggests that this was a tough decision (and for awhile it appeared headed that way) but it is more accurate to say that what I needed to do was sort out exactly what 'tima' meant.  Once I did so, I found the decision a lot simpler to make.

Thursday, April 21, 2016

'lost in translation'- third quarterfinal

Hi,

The third of four quarterfinal matchups for the Lost In Translation word bracket.

For a refresher on the upcoming bracket or links to previous installments of this tournament, please refer to Monday's post.

Back tomorrow for the final quarterfinal.

Tim

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*iktsuarpok / Inuit noun

The act of repeatedly going outside to keep checking if someone (anyone) is coming

--vs--

*mangata / Swedish noun

The road-like reflection of the moon in the water

Breakdown
Each word emerged relatively unexamined in round one thanks to pairings against weaker opponents.  Let's take a closer look for this quarterfinal encounter.

'Mangata' describes a beautiful sight (1).  It is similar to what you might see if you watch a sunrise or sunset over a body of water, minus the glare.

There is something special about seeing this at night.  You can't help but be enchanted by the light on the water for it is a stunning contrast to the blackness it sits upon.  You become reluctant to turn away, for turning away sends you back into darkness.

'Iktsuarpok' gets to an activity more poignant than beautiful.  What motivates us to do nothing but wait?  Might just be sheer boredom.  You never know, I guess.  The word is of Inuit origin and, to the best of my understanding, that culture is not one defined by fascinating sensory entertainments.

I'm playing a hunch, though, that there is something deeper to the word. People don't wait for things they are loosely invested in or casually concerned about.  They wait for what matters.  They wait for the people they love, they wait for opportunities that they are enthusiastic about, they wait for what excites them, they wait when they simply must be present.

They wait for what they cannot wait for, which is really why I suspect this word exists.

When comparing the two words, I begin to see a slight but significant distinction.  The moon's light on the water is only a surface reflection.  It is beautiful, but not in a way that is meant to last.

On the other hand, the Inuit concept seems an outward reflection of what matters inwardly.  It displays the truthful beauty, the kind that regenerates itself.  It requires no special instructions, no alignment of weather conditions, and no collisions of fate because it is fundamental to who each waiting person is.  It is the inner beauty that is always there, simply waiting to be called upon.

This was a tough call.  Even after all of the above, I was not sure which word made more sense to me in the context of the past year.

Ultimately, I read once more this part of the definition for 'iktsuarpok'- '...someone (anyone) is coming'.  I suppose it means that what you are waiting for might not arrive.

Still, you continue to wait.

To try when the effort might be futile, to battle on when the odds strongly suggest otherwise, to wait when there is no guarantee the arrival- this small, careful observation about the human spirit sends this word through to the semi-finals.

Semi-final #1:  'meraki' --vs.-- 'iktsuarpok'

Footnote!

1. Go out and have a look for yourself tangent
I highly recommend that anyone who enjoys nature but has not seen this specific phenomenon check their calendars and make plans to have a look.  I advise looking for a combination of a full moon, a moonrise/moonset (I think these are the terms?) close to dawn/dusk (unless you enjoy waking up at 230am), and a body of water over which the moon will rise/fall at a distance of at least a mile- and preferably much further away than that.

If you go out and do not see it right away- remember to wait.  And remember that it might not come around, but wait anyway, because it is the human thing to do.

Tuesday, April 19, 2016

'lost in translation'- second quarterfinal



Hi,

The second of four quarterfinal matchups for the Lost In Translation word bracket.

For a refresher on the upcoming bracket or links to previous installments of this tournament, please refer to yesterday's post.

Back again on Thursday for the third quarterfinal.

Tim

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*mamihlapinatapai / Yaghan noun

A silent acknowledgment and understanding between two people, who are both wishing or thinking the same thing (and are both unwilling to initiate)

--vs--

*meraki /Greek adjective

Pouring yourself wholeheartedly into something, such as cooking, and doing so with soul, creativity, and love

Breakdown
Those who paid close attention in round one will note that I reluctantly advanced 'mamihlapinatapai' into the next round.  Does it have what it takes to battle on past 'meraki', a word that breezed past easy opposition to take its own place in the final eight?

Alas, no (*).  The Greek word is making more sense to me with each passing day.  Identifying and fully participating in what you are doing means that the right things by you end up naturally happening.  The ingredients described in the definition- soul, creativity, love- are written by you into new recipes that you might otherwise have spent your whole life trying to find.

*So much for the drama of revealing the winner at the end of the post, huh?

The argument for the Yaghan quarterfinalist contains some similarities.  When two souls find a way to connect, there is often no need for words or discussion.  The underlying understanding means that things happen naturally.

But there is still that second part, that reluctance, and the reasons are not all positive.  The reluctance might be there because what needs to be done is not the right thing to do.  Or, it might not be true to those present.

There is something there which implies a lack of full readiness.  It stands in contrast to 'meraki', a word that talks about things which never need to be readied, for their simple existence proves their readiness.

'Meraki' does not bring reluctance because the commitment living in the word banishes hesitation.  Everything which happens is wholehearted. Nothing needs to be initiated because the soul, though shy, does not hesitate once it has emerged.  Acting on the soul's behalf is always true to those who are present.

Maybe the best way to summarize my thoughts on the pairing is that 'meraki' is like an advanced version of 'mamihlapinatapai'.

'Meraki' moves on into the semi-finals.

Monday, April 18, 2016

'lost in translation'- first quarterfinal

Hi all,

Welcome back to the Lost In Translation bracket.

For those who are totally lost already- please refer back to the introductory post:

March 18- Introduction

Below are the links to each of the posts for the first round contests (four posts, two contests per post):

March 28- First round, part one (of four)

March 30- First round, part two (of four)

April 5- First round, part three (of four)

April 8- First round, part four (of four)

Long time readers of the blog will know that one of my strengths is planning an elaborate schedule, making a mess of it somewhere, and adjusting on the fly to give you less than I promised.  This week is no exception.

What I'll do with the quarterfinals is post one time per day for four days- today (Monday), tomorrow (Tuesday), Thursday, and Friday.  We'll take a day off on Wednesday for everyone's sanity.

As a refresher, here is how the semifinals line up:

Winner of 'Wabi-sabi' / 'kabelsalat' (Monday) 
--vs--
Winner of 'tima' / 'komorebi (Friday)

Winner of 'mamihlapinatapai' / 'meraki' (Tuesday)
--vs--
Winner of 'iktsuarpok' / 'mangata' (Thursday)

Without further admin, the first quarterfinal.  See you all again tomorrow.

Tim

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*wabi-sabi / Japanese noun

Finding beauty in the imperfections, an acceptance of the cycle of life and death

--vs--

*kabelsalat / German noun

A word to describe a mess of very tangled cables, literally a 'cable salad'

Breakdown
This matchup brings to mind the first round encounter of 'vacilando' and 'meraki'- one word generalized the other's specificity.  I sense this admission stacks the odds against the salads from Germany.  What is the case for them in this quarterfinal encounter?

I like the word for little reasons.  The playfulness of it is striking- 'this tangled mess of cords would be no problem if we could eat it'- and playfulness is a quality that seems to disappear as I get older. I'm in favor of more playfulness.

It brings the general idea of 'wabi-sabi' into play- labeling something a 'cable salad' is almost the ideal example of rolling with the punches.  I admire the people in my life who can look at life's trivial absurdities and laugh. This word, without a doubt, brings some of those people who own this quality to mind.

But, in the end, a cable salad just isn't serious enough.  And although there is an underlying implication of acceptance, I also know plenty of methods that people use to keep cables separated- they staple them to the wall, they loop the cords together with rubber bands, they buy wireless XBox controllers.  The future is a place where our kids won't understand this word (and not just because I find it highly unlikely that I'll teach my own kids German).

Plus, that whole 'can't make friends with salad' thing.

On the other hand, wabi-sabi gets at real things.  I like the word for the way it does not bother to dress up anything- it simply asks for acceptance of what is.  Life is a tangled mess and it does not require a cute observation to make it any better.  It does not need to be made better at all.

It suggests that everyone is on the same tracks, riding the same train, and, inevitably, one day the train will stop at your station.  If you do not accept that, you will not understand what it means when the train begins to slow down.  You can laugh about it, perhaps by dressing up like the train on Halloween, or you can memorize the cliches about the railroad and go through the motions of talking about trains.  You could click through a slideshow on a website, '8 Things To Know About The Train', or even read a book about it.  You might even opt to ignore it altogether, focusing elsewhere until you can convincingly pretend that you are not on a train.

But I think everyone wishes in the end that they took the time to accept where the train was headed.  Until you do that, it makes it near impossible to look out the window and enjoy the view.

'Wabi-sabi' chugs along, the first to arrive at semi-final station (*).
*Are dumb little analogies not the defining characteristic of MARCH MADNESS commentary?  I considered suggesting it 'punched its ticket into the semi-finals' but opted for the other one instead.  By the way, 'Semi Final Station' would have at least one 'Tavern In The Square'.

Friday, April 15, 2016

leftovers- welcome to blogger...



Hi all,

On Monday, I wrote about why I switched blog hosts.  Although not my best post thus far, I felt my general sense of frustration about the problem and my bafflement at the inconsistencies I encountered came through clearly.

Still, I do not consider the problem I described on Monday to be a good enough reason to switch hosts.  Let's face it, the log in problem I encountered was likely 100% my fault.  It may be that the problem was described to me in the terms and conditions I did not read very carefully.  Or perhaps I selected an option at sign up which protected my account from spamming or hacking by locking up automatically whenever a new sign-on attempt was made while the log in was active elsewhere.

Even if I never received a list of 'no-nos' which would lead to an account lock out, I am certainly on my high horse if I feel that the FREE account I signed up for somehow entitles me to have my own personalized set of expectations met at every turn.

So, with that perspective in place, why switch?  I analyzed my thought process a little bit and came up with the following.

First, I think a great way to uncover a company's priorities is to look at their approach to customer service.  Applying this rule is not always going to get a thumbs-up from me since exposure to customer service is generally infrequent, the sample size is too small.  It is more a rule of thumb. But, over the years I've started to get a feel for when my business is important to the company and when my business is merely welcome (1).

One recent example comes from my switch to a new cell phone provider. Dan Carlin (2), one of my favorite podcast hosts, often runs an advertisement at the end of his shows for a cell phone provider called Ting. Their 'pay as you go' pricing plan generally saves infrequent cell phone users money and their 'no-contract' policy is a welcome change for those sick of feeling locked into their annual plans.

But these details, although positive, are also trivial.   After all, any company could offer better rates tomorrow and the idea of no contracts is easily replicable.  So, why Ting?

The factor that Carlin stresses which differentiates this provider is customer service.  I experienced it first hand when I required assistance to activate a phone that was sold to me by a competitor.  In fact, even before I spent a single cent on Ting, I had all my questions answered within minutes of logging onto their website by live-chatting with a customer service representative.

Ting's approach to customer service works.  It is not just because you can 'talk to a live human' almost immediately, although this is a nice touch and reads well on an advertisement.

It is because cell phone problems require immediate attention and Ting's customer service approach is designed to field and resolve urgent issues quickly.  This approach means Ting's ability to resolve problems immediately is fully aligned with their customers' interests in having cell phone problems solved immediately.

When I had my log in problems last week, I did not get the feeling that my interests aligned with those of Wordpress.  That is not Wordpress's problem- like I concede at the top of the post, nothing changed between the day I signed up and the day I ran into my problem.  This misalignment speaks more to my needs for a blog host than it does to anything going on at Wordpress.

In fact, to mirror a sentence in an above paragraph, I'll say that Wordpress's approach to customer service works.  It just does not work in a way that suits me (*). 

*To clarify, I am a user who pays $0 annually, who has no interest in building a proper website, who has no interest in HTML programming, and so on.

The way the help forums are set up, I speculate that their problem resolution mentality aligns best with users interested in coding part or all of the solutions to their own problems (3).  Perhaps the problems are best described as 'medium term'- they need a solution, just not during the same user session as when the problem was discovered.

Users experiencing 'medium term' problems is not a group that I am a part of but likely make up the portion of the business that turns over the most revenue, generates the most profit, or aligns most closely with the type of customer that the website was founded to serve.

Once the misalignment became clear to me, I needed to look at the situation clearly, understand my role in the problem, and take the step that was most appropriate (*).

*It ain't you, Wordpress, it's me.

The conclusion I eventually reached is that, if I stuck around on the site, I would always inevitably encounter some version of the 'log-in limit exceeded' problem.  It does not mean I would always have log-in problems, per say.  What I realized was that the underlying problem is a misalignment in my priorities for the site and the site's priorities for its customers, so the only way the problem would resolve itself would be by a change to my priorities.

In other words, certain problems grow from clear sources and resolution involves simply addressing the core issue.  Other problems are symptomatic of unfixable underlying conditions and these conditions will continue to generate new symptoms while the condition remains unchanged.  

I needed to make a change because I did not see any chance that I would adjust my priorities or expectations in the near future to make fixing up problems worthwhile.

I switched over to Blogger simply because I have used it quite a bit in the past (for my fantasy football league (*)) and never encountered any problems (**).  The posts are not as easy to read, at least as of this writing, but keeping posts organized is far simpler and my guess is the site will minimize the time I spend troubleshooting in the future.

*Actually, I still do.  This is the link to the my fantasy football league's blog.  It is sporadically updated but still considered somewhat useful.  Currently, I am working on a rulebook which I am posting to the blog in sections- those should start appearing sometime next week.  Check it out, if you like:

http://nffl-blog.blogspot.com/
 
**Plus, since Blogger is on Google, I should have a far easier time resolving any issue by simply Googling it.  I wonder what Google employees do when they have a question no one can answer at work? Yahoo search??  Bing???  Go to the library??!?!?

So, welcome to Blogger, I suppose.  I really doubt I will be moving again, unless it is to a different (proper?) domain.

Thanks for reading.  Next post on Monday (4)- quarterfinals of the Lost In Translation bracket.

Tim

Footnotes...

1. What is the point of a business tangent 
I struggled a bit to clearly articulate this idea.  An alternate explanation here is that there are times when your business aligns with the service or product a company is trying to provide, like when you purchase a coffee at a cafe, and when your business is simply accepted because it is profitable, like when you buy a souvenir t-shirt at that same cafe.

What made this idea tough to describe quickly and clearly is every business exists to provide return on capital.  If you run with that idea, then it follows that anything you buy from a business fits the 'strategy' of providing a return on capital that might have otherwise been invested elsewhere.  Thinking about a business in those terms almost makes the distinction between my dollars being important or simply welcome irrelevant because everything is now considered within a profit calculating framework.

2. Dan Carlin tangent
In addition to pointing me to a new cell phone provider, Carlin also helped me reach this most recent version of footnoting.

On his podcast Common Sense, Carlin occasionally describes the process of creating his two shows (the other is called Hardcore History).  One time, he talked about how he started recording a show, got into a tangent, then realized halfway through that the tangent was now a) unrelated to the show he was recording and b) better than the show he was recording.  He decided to simply separate the ideas into two shows to keep the concepts organized.

I already kind of do this with blog posts (such as the 'Leftovers' I put together when I write specifically about books) but it was not until I heard this podcast that I realized I should be doing the same with the sometimes confusing and often lengthy footnotes.

3. SQL Programming tangent
Since the programming questions that reach a help board are unique to the user, all the help pages can do is provide general problem solving techniques or snippets of helpful code that might address the underlying theme for a number of similar problems.  This is a much more effective way to resolve programming problems than it might sound to a non-programmer for three reasons.

First, the user is still required to do the real work of programming- organizing, optimizing, testing- all the help pages provide are hints at what might not work or examples of syntax (specific language terms) to use in a possible block of code.

Second, the approach forces learning in a way that is immediately applicable.  From experience, I believe most programmers retain knowledge much more effectively when they can apply the understanding to real code as soon as possible, so I find this to be a major plus.

Third, the act of writing coding solutions on a common space encourages users to reciprocate, building a community of problem solvers who are eager to share their insights or ideas with those who have proven ready to help out in the past.  This is vital because programming has a weird habit of becoming emotional once the code starts to get written.

Getting work out there for public examination and critique is important, particularly for new programmers, so they can start learning how to build a mentality of constant improvement instead of approaching every revision as confirmation that they were not good enough with the initial programming attempt.

4. Scheduling tangent
One guess I have about the insightful reader is that this person is wondering whether my own inability to post blogs when I promise them is due to a series of one-off problems that should be safely ignored or the 'symptoms of unfixable underlying conditions' that I stated above.

Initially, I thought that my missed deadlines were the former (obviously).  But, given what I wrote on Monday about how I am no longer going to post in the next three to four days unless that post is already complete, I have clearly come around to recognize that I need to address an underlying condition.

It brings me to a long and winding story that I originally thought would be the second half of the above post.  I suppose this is the first ever 'outtake' from my blog?  Anyway, it is about what I've learned from observing people being late to things.

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Outtake- 4/15 post 
People are late to things, all the time.  Eventually, I came to learn that being late reveals two distinct categories of people.  The first category is people who cause themselves to be late.  These people know what the problem is- they were late because they did not leave early enough.  Next time, they might leave earlier if they want to guarantee on time arrival.  Or, they might not, since they are fully willing to suffer the consequences of being late (*).

*There is a study that I read about in approximately fifteen pop economics/sociology books that described how day cares often saw parents arrive late to pick up their kids more frequently if they charged a fine.  This seems to apply here as an example of how people will definitely show up late if given a clear method to take accountability for their behavior.

The second category of people is much more fascinating.  This is the group whose members are late because Something Happened.  In fact, had Something not Happened, they would have been on time.  Those who fail to understand that Something Happened are threatening to be unreasonable.

This, of course, should not be confused with something actually happening.  Sometimes, things do happen, and most people are capable of understanding such cases.

When I refer to Something Happening, what I mean is something along the lines of the dog eating the homework.  As you reach adulthood, the dog eating the homework tends to happen more subtly because the events used to describe the same are more realistic.  But the underlying spirit of 'truth by omission' is the same.

These events include but are not limited to-
*Traffic
*Construction (creating traffic, sometimes)
*The computer crashed (web traffic)
*The bus was late (stuck in traffic?)
*The weather was lousy (people drive slower = more traffic)
*Hungover (blame drug trafficking, sort of)
*The app said it would take half the time (bad analysis of traffic)
*Could not find parking (traffic was so good, everyone beat me in and took my spot)
*I forgot something at home and had to go back (allowing traffic to emerge in the meantime)
*The alarm did not go off (...can't link it to traffic!)

And so on.  Most of these events happen every once in awhile and being late due to their occurrence is, again, entirely reasonable.  Occasionally.

But over time, you begin to spot the trends.  You see that some people can do things on time despite being exposed to the same forces of fortune as others.  At some point, you can tell the difference between a person who understands that there is always the chance of traffic and a person who does not.

I reached this point with Wordpress.  After this most recent issue, I realized that something is always bound to come up on the site.  It might be a log in problem, it might be a problem with their scheduling tool, or it might be a problem that I am not currently aware of existing.  It might happen tomorrow, next week, or in a year.  All that matters is, no matter what the details of time and place, whatever problem comes up is going to eat up my time that I could be using to do other things.

For me, what I need from a blog host is very simple.  I need it to put the post up.  That is about it.  So sitting around resolving little 'admin' issues becomes frustrating very quickly because each minute I spend playing a make-believe game called 'web developer' or 'IT support' is a minute I do not spend playing a make-believe game called 'writer of blog posts'.